Creative Writing January Meetings

I made one and I missed one. But I should have a passage ready for next thursday's meeting. I am still having trouble satying with the story, and have edited the same 20 lines at least ten times. It's frustrating, starting a story and not coming back to it for weeks, and then not knowing where you wanted to go with it. But when I can complete the thought it turns out to be very succesful; so my main problem is putting my head to the grindstone.